Friday, October 15, 2010
30 days: hate
Since Korin and Miriam are posting on this, I guess I'll jump in, too.... though you all know that "30 days of truth" will more likely be 30 posts separated by days in between...
Day 1: something i hate about myself
It's easy for me to pinpoint the thing I most hate about myself. It's my core point of self-loathing. It's the issue that keeps me up at night, mind spinning, unable to take a deep breath and calm myself. Everything else, I can accept. Things I don't adore about myself, I can overlook, forgive, and sometimes even embrace. But this one... it's stubborn, unyielding, and has a power over me that I have not yet found a way to counter.
It is: procrastination.
If there were a prescription medication for it, a surgery, or some other miracle cure, I would take it. It's a handicap that I am rarely able to overcome.
I can't say much more about it without hurling abuses at myself, so we'll leave it at that.
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The first step is self-awareness, right? Sending you love... (And by the way, how do you make junk mail look so gorgeous!?)
ReplyDeleteglad you're doing this! fun!
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